Pillow Man lyrics - Hopsin

[Verse 1:]

I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft

Tryna save this hip-hop shit and disperse of the trash

But all my nerves have just crashed, cause all the verses I've thrashed

Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has

I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash

Cause as soon as I became a brand my own purpose was smashed

I'm feelin' nervous in fact, I got no urges to rap

I don't think my fucking life can get more worthless than that

I see these niggas blowing up, who never took out the proper game

Niggas who fucking suck, Gucci and Wacka Flocka Flame

Niggas who makin' bucks, someone tell me I'm not insane

Cause I feel the urge to run up on a bitch ass nigga then rob his chain

Dang! I thought I had it figured out

See I panic and I pout, yo I've had it man, I'm out

God damn it, this shit's a clout

I'm the baddest thing no doubt

But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til I shout

[Hook:]

How come the world is always quick to turn they back on me

Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep

I'll be in your dream

Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man

I'll be in your dream

Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man

I'll be in your dream

[Verse 2:]

You all assume I'm evil, but actually I'm so nice

I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life

Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me I don't know why

I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by

I knew a bitch who I would go pick up when the day starts

A bitch who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park

A bitch who I was making out with up in the graveyard

The same bitch who went and left my ass with a slayed heart

She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles

Hanging with thugs and sucking lots a cock yo

The biggest slut from Loveland Colorado

Fuck a ho that's Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow

She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside

Her vagina then he just split and messed up her fuckin' life

Now she hits me up and I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye"

All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply

[Hook]

[Verse 3:]

To live a decent life what all is it take

I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place

And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break

And just involve me to hate I'm in a nauseous state

And shit it probably is fate but who's in control of it me or God

Is he the cause of why am I here the reason's odd

I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads

But y'all don't see the flaws I code it up to keep it raw

And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet

Don't ever get recognized when they dope at it

So they go back to the block hustlin' and dope addicts

Some niggas got the effect and some niggas don't have it

Yo I'm at my last years cause everytime I think I'm out the matrix

I get sucked right back in

But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains

Cause the talent that I've got is way too cold to be contained

[Bridge:]

No, no

What did I do to deserve this?

No, no

I don't even have a purpose

No, no

What did I do to deserve this?

No, no

I don't even have a purpose

[Hook]